Showing posts with label LETTER. Show all posts
Showing posts with label LETTER. Show all posts

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Disappointment

( Dear readers, this post is only for my mum. You can scroll down to next post or just escape.
No worries, mum is English-educated. She found my blog, cool right? )

Dear mum, 

Its kind of disappointed that you can't come to my college. 

I am sorry for recent bad temper due to stress of final exam, 
I apologized for my bad attitude. 

Recent phone talk make me frustrated because you unable manage to make a last visit on me. 
I am sad, sincerely. 

I don't like that Uncle Tai since few years ago. 
Because of moral respect issue, I still greet him every time he comes to us. 
You might not know all of your children dislike him, including me. 
I don't like he always disturb our family gather dinner which may held once a week. 
And guess what, you still manage to ask him come to my college and bring me back home with dad?!
OH NO!! I DON'T WANT!! I rather take bus or even take 8-hours train to go home. 
It's doesn't matter to me for travelling here and there alone since 18years old. 


I understand that you have to work, and take care of brothers and sister at the same time. 
I try not to be that childish and understanding everything, like your usual good daughter. 
But I just can't stand for the disappointment. 
That's why my tone in the phone was like ignorance and nothing-to-talk-more. I scare I cry again. 


Anyway, if that is your final decision. I will accept it. But with deep heart, I hope you could come. 

No worries, I still love you always. 



-Your daughter, Queen- 

Saturday, March 26, 2011

to heaven




Song suggestion for reading this post.

今夜 我很想念姑姑
那个鼻鼾声很大声
那个总是说我漂亮
那个吃吃吃不停的姑姑


我真的真的真的很想念她


从她的葬礼到现在 我没哭过 因为眼泪无法证明我有多难过


也许不愿意承认
也许无法接受事实


总是 总是 觉得她在我身边



她是我最亲的亲人




您在天堂好吗?吃得饱吗?穿得暖吗?









无法说出口的爱 献上鲜花 请安息

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Because I didn't forget? -,-

我呢,是很不想很不想发脾气的
但是,睡了一觉起来,我还是觉得怒火中烧

First of all, 我不知道你吃到什么炸药咯。
突然之间  好像Nuclear atom
炸到剩下骨灰
kanasai


我从头到尾  都不知道自己做错什么事情咯
我接受不到咯


都不懂你做么


nah,
repeat repeat repeat, 尝试找我的错出来, maybe 我蠢 咯,我找不到咯。 


Last week,
me: wei, happy bday.
you:  haha. thank you. ei, when your exam finish?
me: er, 9/3 
you: oh same date with my mum bday.



When 9/3, 
me: eh, i finish my exam d. help me wish your mum happy bday .
you: how you know eh? you check my 底 ?
me:  zzz. -,-  you ownself tell me one. who so free go check you... zzzz  -,-
you: i say nia ma, you can no need rmb de.. 
me: my brain didnt forget how i force it to forget.... &^*&Y*(#$%$^&*




告诉我 告诉我,
我哪里做错了?
因为没有  特地  忘记
所以我错了?
搞到我  好像很卑微   专程  去记住你说的话酱


LAUGH MY ASS OFF!


我跟自己讲, 
aiya.... 
搞不好你心情不好叻。。。
我也不好酱小气咯。
但是,骂人要有point okay? 

烂到。。。



okay 咯,斯文人  不要跟你吵咯。。。 CHEH. 






-end-






Friday, January 21, 2011

to zonex!

第一句

冷漠 、有时候并不是无情

只是一种避免被伤害的工具





第二句

通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人

才是真正爱你的人



第三句

付出真心 才会得到真心

却也可能伤得彻底

保持距离 、就能保护自己

却也注定永远寂寞





第四句

有时候 、不是对方不在乎你

而是你把对方看得太重




第五句

朋友就是把你看透了、 还能喜欢你的人

 [ to YING!    from zonex! ]



第六句

就算是believe、 中间也藏了一个lie




第七句

真正的好朋友

并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题

而是在一起 、就算不说话

也不会感到尴尬

[ Zonex!!  ]



第八句

没有一百分的另一半

只有五十分的两个人




第九句

为你的难过而快乐的 、是敌人
为你的快乐而快乐的、 是朋友

为你的难过而难过的

就是那些 、该放进心里的人


[ Zonex!!  esp for ying!  ]



Wednesday, January 19, 2011

RIP dear Xiao Gu~





13/1/2011

My Dearest Gugu has passed away.
Rest In Peace dear Gugu.
She is the one who closest to me among all of the Gugu(s).

Every weekends when I was in Butterworth, my family and I always pay a visit to her.
When dad was free, he always bring her go to travel quite lot of places, including oversea.
And always brought her to try many HO CHIAK in all over the world.
He said he appreciate his sister for being take care of him
and took their mother's responsibilities, because their mother was passed away when he was young.
And now, he returns when he has the ability.


Back to topic....
In the funeral, my parents cried badly, especially my mother.
I understand they are closest family to them.
I don't cry even I feel damn sad.


I will always remember that she praise me intelligent and pretty.... (^^)
I will always remember that she argue with my other gugu(s) because they said my sister is prettier than me.
I will always remember that she snores beside me, and makes me cannot sleep for the whole night.
I will always remember that her Sambal was the tastiest ever.
I will always remember that the way she walks, smiles and laugh.
I will always remember everything!





有时候  悲伤的事    我不想重复着说    但不代表我不难过



Rest In Peace! 

and 


I love you!





Friday, November 5, 2010

OOI TING TING, HAPPY BDAY~!!!

OOI TING TING
u know what I wanna say d lah hor...
2nd year d hor~?
so fast nia.

miss ur siao po laugh voice nia....
no need jealous us lah.
we also less meet up even in the same country..
aiya, nvm la. got heart can d....


2nd year u in korea,
seems like not bad mar there eh life...
hope u enjoy the life there.
and always be happy o~~ =)


im sorry for the last one to wish you.
i was never forget, hmmph u sure thought me forgot ady mia...


Dear Ting,
please take care in Korea!
we will meet you soon~~ =)

enjoy the life there ya~

wish you sui sui leng leng~~
you this ai sui po~~~~ LALALALA~~~


MISS YOU~

Friday, September 17, 2010

To Xiao Mei

听见自己的心 在哭泣

很久没见你了 我的青梅竹马
叹息着 人怎么能变这么多?
很想把你拉上岸 真的很想
原谅我自私 做不到
我知道 你是得这么做
无奈生活 无奈现实


好久不见 还是喜欢你的眼睛 哈
越是看着 越是难过 这么样的你
我心疼 不舍 你的苦处
我明白的 真的明白


如果可以 我愿意 为你
诚心祈求上帝 恢复原本的你 在我心中的你 和我一起长大的你

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Take care, Ying Wei~!




I realized these dayz my bloggie get neglected by me,
by posting some SHARE post.

haha. sorry la weyy~ I know you guys will just open and close it. haha. XD


__________________________________________________________________________________________________

That day, we had a farewell for Ying Wei.
Loke Ying Wei
Actually i'm not know him well.
We went some gathering and badminton activities when I back to butterworth.
I called him GREEN SHIRT rather than his real name. haha. XD
sorry la wey, i forgot ma...


and Now, he gonna fly to Canada as he get JPA scholarship.
Congratezzz!! BUT he gonna leave for 4 years.
according to him, he possibly come back once after 4years.
that time only can see his face d.. TT
that time we all dunno separate go where d...

take care ya Green Shirt~!
we will miss you~!



one of the dishes, LALA~



Ying Wei and Teo Seong~




Kai Hoong this posture so loh heng~!



and Siang Keat~!
and I realized he got 2 years girlfren~!
OMG!




10 years fren~!




gals of the night~!



Me and Ying Wei~! <3





tada~!! family~~
miss you ying wei~!

Monday, July 26, 2010

考完一科! 4 to go!

今天心情好很多
考完第一科(最难的其中一科)

心情有放松很多很多
终于笑得出来了

假期要回去练 亲人


zonex,
我最近发生很多很多事情。
没有你们在身边的我,
很努力地过生活着。
你们还好吗?
很想念你们。
会学那条笑不停的鱼,
会把我的笑容,发泄得干干净净。
我们都在长大,只是在不同的轨道。
希望大家都安好~


Thursday, June 24, 2010

RIP my wallet!

今天发生了一件大件事!
我的wallet被偷了!!


RIP MY WALLET~
才发现我从来没有跟它拍照过!


里面有我的
身份证
驾照
银行卡
Touch n Go 卡


和现金50块左右



诅咒那个手长的家伙!
我说我诅咒那死家伙得性病
daryl 说我太残忍
zubin 说that's why never make a girl angry.



我只能说
我很幸运
至少我还活着
人还好好的


向被抢手提包然后跌在路上还被罗里碾过的人致敬






我没哭 不是因为我不心疼 不难过
也不是因为我太冷血
而是知道哭不能带来什么
人 出来久了 心会变很多
出事情时 只有自己能解决
因为心 在外头 会无依无靠
必须留下冷静的思绪
但并不表示我不害怕不难过不着急不心疼



Wednesday, June 2, 2010

YT

早上接到你的信息。
是坏消息。
你的声音听似冷静,却参杂些像故意隐藏的丝丝难过。
你哭过了,对吧?


很抱歉,我好几天在忙都不够睡,
不然我们还能再讲个半小时不等。


想要冷静地处理这件事情的你,
在挣扎吧?
按奈着难过,继续准备着考试,
多希望这件事情没发生过吧?


我想说,
没事的,她只是换了个灵魂体,
她用多半年的时间,来陪伴在这世上的你们,
现在,她只是去meet她最爱的伴侣,
那个陪伴她渡过半生的那个他。
她很幸福不是吗?


不舍她的离开是正常的。
考试不能被影响,不是无情,而是理智。


加油!随时打给我!

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

给天堂寄一封信。






姑姑,
今天晚上,我特别想你。
不知道为什么。


天堂有internet 吗?
我这样post, 你看到吗?
如果看不到,我写在金纸上面再烧给你。
但是,
老师说不能再污染空气了。


说实在的,
我们也不是很常见面。
但是,你就是有一种气质会吸引着身边的人。
也或许,
是我们年龄差不远的关系吧。



今晚,宿舍被告知会有三个小时会没有电。
想到宿舍黑漆漆的,我就开始恐慌。
even现在我有点坐立不安了。



姑姑,你 是不是 那个 晚上,也这么无助?
离开我们的那个晚上,我很记得。
大家的眼睛都肿了。
你的,也一样吧?


有时候,我怨老天爷,
为什么你这么善良,你会这么早离开?
不是说好,好心有好报吗?



或许,上辈子,你注定要来我们的人生,
绕一圈,兜一圈,
时间到了,你就必须离开。
或许吧?
带给我们的快乐,我会一直记得。
一直一直得记得。。。


姑姑,我很想你。
有人说,一个人,如果离开了。
你如果害怕自己想起这个人难过,
而刻意不去想她,不去回忆她。
那么,她在天堂会以为我们都把她忘了。。


姑姑,你在那里有朋友 吗?快乐吗?
你要坚强点,要强硬点。
你这么温柔,真担心别人欺负你!
我们在这里也会加油的~



姑,这个晚上,
我特别想你。

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

u know who.



有时候,我想跟你说,
我默默地看着你,在远远的地方默默看着,祝福着。
不是因为,我对你没有感觉了,
只是因为,你要的爱,我给不了。。



我如此的安静,不去问你,
你过得好吗?
有好好地爱自己吗?
有找到你要的另一双肩膀了吗?



因为,我知道,我的出现,
或许,
或许地,
会引起你心里的一丝涟漪。
我,只是纯粹不想扰乱你的心,
因为我知道,我没资格。




我不是不在乎你,而是我已经没那么在乎你了。


我希望,你能幸福。

Monday, March 15, 2010

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

he will never know.

刚才收拾房间
发现
一些东西。

原来有个人
付出的,比我想象还要



原来我晚了这么久才发现。
我白目



起码晚了四五年。



终于我明白为什么他会这么生气。

终于明白他狠下心,连朋友都快做不成的原因了。。



妈的。
我怎么会这么白目?


翻开一看,
我竟然如此糟蹋他的用心。


事隔多年,

如果有机会,我想对他说,






对不起。OST

Friday, February 12, 2010

paise, gor.

大哥send sms to me:




HAPPY CNY!! HUAT AR~!











I reply:









Exam la! ma de!



paise. ah gor. jst now study mood. very frustrated.
and tml go back only huatttt with you la!
happy cny too

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

TO JIN YING


*Erhh Hrrmmmm..........*
Ladies and Gentleman,
today,
is a big-day of my fren!



~! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !~
~`*+YING+*`~

Remember our days!
How we grow up together,
sweet, sour, bitter, even.. spicy... XD
FRIENDS FOREVER!!
omg. so fast we past our 18 d!!


Remember this?! last few years, your birthday movieee..
WALAO YE!! now watch back, i really laugh until....

still purposely wear until so rrreeedddddd...


Zonex in the ferry! going to gurney!



Zonex's christmas hanger.. I still hang it during Christmas every year~!
miss u guys so much!


Ying + Me+ Fish at ying's house!


Despite the island red cafe, i think who's bryan is our last time meet up..
it's so long long time ago...
anyway,
i still remember our friendship!


ADD OIL AT YOUR PLACE!


know you got another half,
zhu fu you and kelvin!
stay sweet!!

sorry, for cannot fly to port dickson to celebrate your birthday!
anyway.. still best wishes to you!


again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAL!!
miss you so much..
muaksssss

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

To 评审团

最近电视上有一个相当大的歌唱比赛
不想说得太详细,以免惹来杀生之祸。。


说真的,我虽然不是什么很厉害音乐的人,
但是,我总觉得评判怎么怪怪的?
平时他们的评语有这么差吗?

尤其是有一个选手,
歌词唱错了一大截,表演也不懂是太紧张还是怎样,
整场都使不上力的样儿。。
竟然能进前六名。。。这,有天理吗?



我不原意去相信这是事实,也希望是我的错觉。


但是,评判们,如果你们真的做过这样的事,
请你们想想,良心是被狗咬了吗?

Sunday, December 27, 2009

to my electric current

你说你害怕失去我,

其实

我比你害怕

很害怕很害怕很害怕

加上一千倍一万倍

想起来都会流泪的怕


所以,请你请你,

停止吧。。

Saturday, December 26, 2009

To billion manager

很多人,就是这样。。。


今天,陪妈妈到Billion去扫货。。
(我其实还蛮赶时间的)


我在找sensodyse...
因为我找了整个牙膏的橱都找不到
(实在是很没有时间去慢慢找)
我就请问那个sales girl sensodyse 放哪里?


然后,她就很rude地跟我讲“后面”。
maileh,我嘛知道后面,不然前面咩?
然后我就去后面找咯,然后她走过来说:
这里~!!!
okay! 我忍。。
然后她从下面的橱挖出来,got 门的橱。。。
MAILEH!你不会放在保险箱里啊?
然后,找不到我要的那款,
就拿sample 给我~ == 开过了的那种。。

GAO SAI!你以为我是谁?乞丐啊?随便丢给我。。
就算年轻过你,你也不用这种样子,而且你也没资格!
酱厉害你嘛去做经理啦?不然回家当你的少奶奶啦!
何必站在这里看人家脸色?
some more我也很有礼貌的问你。。。




然后,逛完,给钱,
因为刚买的milo got赠品,就去换咯。
超过RM120又got 赠品,可以选择要环保袋或MUG。
我们买了300+, 所以就got 两个。
他给我们一个环保袋和一个MUG。


我妈说,环保袋家里很多,就非常礼貌要求把环保袋换成MUG(因为我们整天打破)
那个,他妈的salesgirl, or rather sales-AUNTY
做他的死鬼脸,跟我妈抢回袋子,很不甘愿地换两个MUGss,而且还摆臭脸!
MAILEH! 又一个!不要以为你大肚子就很厉害。
大肚子罢了嘛,很多女人都大了四五次啦。。
大肚子,就要我们事事都让你,连旁边的新手都被他酱使唤!
SIAO EH。。



真的很dulan那边的服务员的态度。
站在那边,以为酱就可以收钱啊?
MAILEH! 不要做嘛回家睡觉啦!
留在这里搞你的死人鬼“高傲” 啊?不能看!!


manager, 管一下啦。。