Disappointment

( Dear readers, this post is only for my mum. You can scroll down to next post or just escape.
No worries, mum is English-educated. She found my blog, cool right? )

Dear mum, 

Its kind of disappointed that you can't come to my college. 

I am sorry for recent bad temper due to stress of final exam, 

I apologized for my bad attitude. 

Recent phone talk make me frustrated because you unable manage to make a last visit on me. 

I am sad, sincerely. 

I don't like that Uncle Tai since few years ago. 

Because of moral respect issue, I still greet him every time he comes to us. 

You might not know all of your children dislike him, including me. 

I don't like he always disturb our family gather dinner which may held once a week. 

And guess what, you still manage to ask him come to my college and bring me back home with dad?!

OH NO!! I DON'T WANT!! I rather take bus or even take 8-hours train to go home. 

It's doesn't matter to me for travelling here and there alone since 18years old. 

I understand that you have to work, and take care of brothers and sister at the same time. 

I try not to be that childish and understanding everything, like your usual good daughter. 

But I just can't stand for the disappointment. 

That's why my tone in the phone was like ignorance and nothing-to-talk-more. I scare I cry again. 

Anyway, if that is your final decision. I will accept it. But with deep heart, I hope you could come. 

No worries, I still love you always. 

-Your daughter, Queen-