I am sucks.

I cant believe what I did today!

Today is the first day after back from Mid Sem Break.
Well, I went late into both morning and afternoon classes.
Luckily, non of my lecturer blame to me.

And guess what?
Today should be the presentation day for the afternoon class,
and I didn't finish prepared.
When lecturer random chosen me,
I stood up and said I confess that I haven't done prepare.

Lecturer was so disappointed, because she put high expectation on me.
After the class, she still purposely wait for me when I go out from the class.
(I usually be the last one who left the class, because of my slow motion)
She told me she is disappointed on me.
And I was so..... down.


After I think twice what I've done wrong was,
I brought a hope that lecturer will not be choosing me!
This is the biggest problem. I think this negative attitude should be, no, is MUST eliminate from the inner me.




-damn me, Qian-