Sorry Jess

最近总是莫名其妙容易生气
明明这个月 MC 已经过了

明明好不容易才能聚在一起的Jimui
应该开心的


但是容易生气啊最近    随便一件小事     
容易控制不到
容易斤斤计较  
容易为了意见不合    闹脾气

可是总是为了不让大家担心   都往心里压抑了
为了不让气氛变坏    为了让大家开心
照顾每个人的感受   注定自己不会好受


最近    心里好难受啊

为的是啥

不说你不知道    我有时候会“化身” 成男生，

和一班猪朋狗友 同道中人聊一整个晚上。

结论通常都会是让我的思绪混乱整个夜晚。

人生到底是为了个什么

每个人   总会为生活上的一些事烦

不懂是故意的   还是真的想不开   或者不愿意面对

上天赐给我们人类思考能力

但，毕竟脑袋在自己头上。想什么，就想什么。上帝不会拿着枪，逼着你走所谓“对”的路。思绪啊，有时候会因为那么一小点而混乱。每个人都认为自己的想法是对的，说啥，这样看准没错。可，世上对与错，全没有一个根据。

亲情，难以割舍。有些人幸福，是因为家人有着相同的思绪。倘若，你认为这样是对的，可家人都为了这事儿争吵，那还幸福吗？人的思绪，总在一线之差。往往，你改变个角度，看得东西就越多。你，今天，此时此刻，觉得某件事让你气爆了，气炸了，觉得事情就像天塌下来这么严重。但冷静下来想，十年后的你还觉得这事儿重要吗？也许十年后，你根本就不记得，你为了这么件事情气得跳脚过。那么，现在的你，还气什么呢？

别总说别人不了解你。你有了解自己多少了。说真的，谁没犯错过，没人生下来什么事儿都会，每个人都在学习。学习怎么当别人的朋友，怎么当爸爸妈妈，怎么当情人，怎么当仇人，怎么当啥的~~ 世人总认定一件事错了就是错了。殊不知，你若以别人的角度来看，也许事情就不一样，问题来了，

你愿不愿意用别人的角度来看。

一件事，要是让你难过了，记仇了。想想别的角度，也许你就会发现你的人生了。 

-宇芊- 

July!

Hello July! Have been one month I don't blog.
In the past June,
I went through a lot of things.
Indeed, these grows me up.


Finally done my convocation at 23 June 2012 at PICC.
Its only diploma, people. I will continue my Bachelor at this coming December.
Anyway, still like the purple robes the max.
okay, I dont always receive flowers. Failed to turn over the flowers when took photos.
And you don't know how much I was afraid to fall down at stage,
because of this strange high heels.
Anyway, Everything ends. Happy graduation dude!!

I am very very appreciate Doreen and Jern is able to come along with me.
I'm so sorry to pull them in such trouble.
And because of my family slow motion pattern,
they should be sit in the hall and watch all the convo process.
I am sorry.
Thank you for both of them, so I done my final journey with all of love, all of accompany, all of care, all of everything.
I love all of you. Thank you so much!

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Love, is about 2 people.
Somebody just thought he love her, and she have to be love him back.
this is BULLSHIT.
Thanks god everything is over.

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Sometimes, I just put too much of expectation of something. End up it failed, and I got so down so sad, like it cuts my flesh, even it just a date or outing. I still remembered I lost my temper when I was younger. 
And now, I feel so sad about Mr Tan couldn't bring me outing like he promised me last week. 
People learn things from every mistake, so I force myself don't be so dramatic about everything, just take them peacefully, don't over expectation, yet don't lost all the mood for it. 


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Its great to have my dear Doreen so near to me every night. Even sometimes I still blaming for her busyness because of her job, but I understand clearly that she's tired enough after whole day working. Secondary school mates are coming back! Will be nonstop dating and gathering with them! Teehee! ^^ Daddy, stop blaming me for so late come back every night. You behave the same too!


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Good night! :)



Love, Qian