哈哈

从现在开始这位部落格小姐再也不会喜欢别人除非别人先喜欢她因为她觉得喜欢一个人到最后那个人却喜欢别人的时候那种感觉很累所以她决定以后她要让别人喜欢她之后才喜欢回那个人被爱是幸福的被爱万岁！



哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈



白痴！！

Sorry Jess

最近总是莫名其妙容易生气
明明这个月 MC 已经过了

明明好不容易才能聚在一起的Jimui
应该开心的


但是容易生气啊最近    随便一件小事     
容易控制不到
容易斤斤计较  
容易为了意见不合    闹脾气

可是总是为了不让大家担心   都往心里压抑了
为了不让气氛变坏    为了让大家开心
照顾每个人的感受   注定自己不会好受


最近    心里好难受啊

为的是啥

不说你不知道    我有时候会“化身” 成男生，

和一班猪朋狗友 同道中人聊一整个晚上。

结论通常都会是让我的思绪混乱整个夜晚。

人生到底是为了个什么

每个人   总会为生活上的一些事烦

不懂是故意的   还是真的想不开   或者不愿意面对

上天赐给我们人类思考能力

但，毕竟脑袋在自己头上。想什么，就想什么。上帝不会拿着枪，逼着你走所谓“对”的路。思绪啊，有时候会因为那么一小点而混乱。每个人都认为自己的想法是对的，说啥，这样看准没错。可，世上对与错，全没有一个根据。

亲情，难以割舍。有些人幸福，是因为家人有着相同的思绪。倘若，你认为这样是对的，可家人都为了这事儿争吵，那还幸福吗？人的思绪，总在一线之差。往往，你改变个角度，看得东西就越多。你，今天，此时此刻，觉得某件事让你气爆了，气炸了，觉得事情就像天塌下来这么严重。但冷静下来想，十年后的你还觉得这事儿重要吗？也许十年后，你根本就不记得，你为了这么件事情气得跳脚过。那么，现在的你，还气什么呢？

别总说别人不了解你。你有了解自己多少了。说真的，谁没犯错过，没人生下来什么事儿都会，每个人都在学习。学习怎么当别人的朋友，怎么当爸爸妈妈，怎么当情人，怎么当仇人，怎么当啥的~~ 世人总认定一件事错了就是错了。殊不知，你若以别人的角度来看，也许事情就不一样，问题来了，

你愿不愿意用别人的角度来看。

一件事，要是让你难过了，记仇了。想想别的角度，也许你就会发现你的人生了。 

-宇芊- 

July!

Hello July! Have been one month I don't blog.
In the past June,
I went through a lot of things.
Indeed, these grows me up.


Finally done my convocation at 23 June 2012 at PICC.
Its only diploma, people. I will continue my Bachelor at this coming December.
Anyway, still like the purple robes the max.
okay, I dont always receive flowers. Failed to turn over the flowers when took photos.
And you don't know how much I was afraid to fall down at stage,
because of this strange high heels.
Anyway, Everything ends. Happy graduation dude!!

I am very very appreciate Doreen and Jern is able to come along with me.
I'm so sorry to pull them in such trouble.
And because of my family slow motion pattern,
they should be sit in the hall and watch all the convo process.
I am sorry.
Thank you for both of them, so I done my final journey with all of love, all of accompany, all of care, all of everything.
I love all of you. Thank you so much!

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Love, is about 2 people.
Somebody just thought he love her, and she have to be love him back.
this is BULLSHIT.
Thanks god everything is over.

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Sometimes, I just put too much of expectation of something. End up it failed, and I got so down so sad, like it cuts my flesh, even it just a date or outing. I still remembered I lost my temper when I was younger. 
And now, I feel so sad about Mr Tan couldn't bring me outing like he promised me last week. 
People learn things from every mistake, so I force myself don't be so dramatic about everything, just take them peacefully, don't over expectation, yet don't lost all the mood for it. 


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Its great to have my dear Doreen so near to me every night. Even sometimes I still blaming for her busyness because of her job, but I understand clearly that she's tired enough after whole day working. Secondary school mates are coming back! Will be nonstop dating and gathering with them! Teehee! ^^ Daddy, stop blaming me for so late come back every night. You behave the same too!


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Good night! :)



Love, Qian

Treasure Hunt for Chung LIng Kia!!

Hello readers,
Today I'm gonna help my friend, Marcus Wong to promote something here.
Are you a graduated Chung Ling Kia ? (kia= kids, hokkien)
No matter which Chung Ling branch you came from, CLB or CLHS, or independent sch....
Now there's HO KANG  introduce you guys.. :)



Do you ever watch about Korea entertainment show, RUNNING MAN??
Guess most of you heard of it.
Now CHUNG LING EX-STUDENTS INTER-VARSITY COUNCIL from University Utara Malaysia (UUM)
are having a similar game at PENANG !!

Theme:   TREASURE HUNT  钟环槟岛  灵慧寻宝

Date : 22 July to 23 July 2012( 2Days1Night) 

Venue: Whole Penang Island. 

4 People in one group. 

Self-ready your transport. 

Fees: each person RM38 

(including 2 meals and overnight place) 

What you have to do is, just solve and complete the task and mission to get the final treasure!


HURRY UP , Don't miss it ! Only 80 persons available!! Closing date will be this end of month! (30.6.12)

Amazing prizes waiting for you! 

So, what's you waiting for? 

Lalalam ring up these guys to register laa! If you still not clear about it, welcome to ask for details.



Organizer:
Marcus Wong     012 - 4646508
Kent Tai             0175673841

its all about popular

Guess I should post sth so that my blog wouldn't be so dead?

This two coming weeks will be my both little brothers' school holiday. Feel so great, cz they will stay at home to accompany me, so that I will not be that lonely. *wink*  Little fat brother likes to cook so I will not worry about the lunch everyday, because HE will be the one who settle, and what I need to do is wash dishes and enjoy the food. teeheee~ ^^

Went to Megamall Pacific tonight, with mummy and both little brothers, Bamboo and Ball. Target to clean up the 1Malaysia RM200 bookstore voucher, which sponsored by government. Today is last day. -_____- they always do last minute job.
Brother Bamboo bought me this,

wheeeee~~~~ ^^ 

RM13.85 for member. 

I spent my voucher last few months at Penang 90% discount fair. 
I bet all of you can't imagine how much books my family bought. -____________- this drives me crazy.

 Scary right? all of these costs only RM250.
yes, RM250. because popular 90% book fair really discount alots, maybe you found some books are 'old' enough, but you can pick wisely, cz WISDOM never get old. :) First photos are bought by my two brothers, and the below photos is MINE. ^^
Btw, I received email from popular, about the next book fair will held at Pacific Megamall, Prai. Fell free to drop by, guys. :) :)

p/s: last post picture was super ugly. ><



Good night, readers. :)



-love, Yu Qian-

FKM

Fong Kean Min,
我真的没有emo
每天都过得挺快乐的

只是有时候
也许不懂怎样表达
=)


送你大大个 SMILE

虽然有点丑。 








=P




-Yu Qian- 

Card games day with jimui~!

Had a great day with ji mui-s~!

Just came back from Doreen's house. 

Seyee and Doreen are in the house! wheee~~

Too bad Ting Ting is not here, 

but anyway, we're waiting for her back~

Today's plan, 

Had our dinner at a new opened theme cafe which located at Jalan Ong Yi How, 

沿海地带生活馆

All of us had our first time to there. 

We don't know that they don't serve proper meal,

but they do have Cakes and Toast, 

and lots of cold drinks, Tea and Coffee. 

It's a place suitable for chit chat, or Yam Cha. 

They provided some card games, like UNO and Snakes and ladders. 

not much photo I cap. but you can search at other blogs, 

Other bloggers took more beautiful photos than me. :) 

(Serene always good in edit photo~) 

End up, we switched to Who's Bryan cafe to have our dinner. 

Doreen hates Strawberry milkshake like usual, 

and I'm super enjoy it.. muahaha.. 

Then we back to Doreen's house and play card games again. 

Tried for new game - Cheater ( I guess? or Bluff?)

It's kind of tricking game among your friends and guessing who is honest and who's cheating to their card numbers. 

Hmmmm.. I prefer UNO. ^^

 

Mum was not in good mood, I got to go back at time... 

After reach home, I suddenly feel so energized to finish up my resume. Wish to have a job right now, because I need money, and money need me. (to spend them, LOL) 

I'm going to forget everything about my books if I continue live like this meaningless. 

Feel awesome to meet up them. 

I feel my soul coming back... ^^ 

-love, Yu Qian-

Yes, I have Asthma.

Today went Overtime with Daryl and Yu man.
Yesterday was Daryl's birthday, and the birthday girl wished to have a drink at Overtime, so we went.


We just ordered 1pint, and free 2 pints.
Then each of us had one.
For them, not much, cz they are 'professional' LOL
but for me, it's more than enough.
It reaches my limit.

yes, I admit I'm weak.
Haha.
Last year November, I got my most serious Asthma attack in my life.
This isn't fun.
I got no idea why it still attack me like so sudden.
It has been stop for quite long time, and never be this serious.
I even can't walk far or up to any staircase.
I laid on sofa and can't talk at all.
I lost all energy, like paralyze,
laid on sofa and wait somebody come and save me,
no energy for screaming for help, and
My breathing becomes so weak and almost lost.
My mum sent me to my doctor immediately.
I remembered I took 5minutes for a simply step, like normal people just take 10seconds from get down from car and walk into the clinic's door. 

And the car just parked in front of the clinic.

I remembered that feel, strongly, clearly.


November until now, just half year, I better take care myself.


Yu man said I should always bring my inhaler along with me.
Hmmm, Im considering about this.
Because my doctor said I don't need it. =_____________=
but who knows?
like last time, I get it SO SUDDEN.

I will never forget my friend's friend, Benjamin.
and his SUDDEN asthma attack and dead in the hotel in a trip.



I'm not joking. This could take away his life,
and my life also.



LOVE LIFE


-Yu Qian-

may 12

不喜欢的景色  让你不想留下来
因为换了不喜欢的背景   所以也没有心情一直上来更新。

想要换回之前一个layout
是别人设计的  很喜欢
但是很难弄出来   毕竟我对这种programming 的东西没有很了解的说。=.=

有空就来弄一弄呗~



话说  最近的生活  是一片空虚
我的生活不外就是   睡饱吃  吃饱睡  
有空就读一读书   温习一下
再有空一点   就去父亲的店  帮忙一下

我就过着这种生活两个月了
简直就是浪费生命

等的成绩到底什么时候要出来
人家怀孕九个月  小孩都长大了
我的lecturers 到底在学校有没有在改我的考卷 !!

派间谍明天去看看！不然我就冲上KL找老师。。。


我真的很受不了自己像废材一样的
没意义的活着~!!!


9.5.12
昨天半夜我竟然失眠
身体是睡下了，可脑中转啊转地转不停。
最坏是今早要到店里去啊。
累垮。。。。
我可是一天不睡就想死的人啊~~~~~


从那天半夜被超级大的雷声吓醒之后，
每天都睡不好，不是给蚊子叮醒，就是唧唧歪歪地怎么都睡不着。
安眠药一度还晃过我的脑海... -_________-

老妈子还亏我, 要买青甲丸给我吃 =___________________=
(青甲丸是传统小婴儿被吓到是吃的，据说是用来镇惊的）

老妈，我下个星期就要去登记为选民了耶~ -________________-



还有我的dear 回来了！！
等到我的颈项 ~~~

要睡了~
晚安~

^^




-Yu Qian-

烘焙这路儿

-----懒惰拉照片-------



曾经   我很爱做蛋糕

烘焙这条路，是我中五以后，想要发展的事业。

但后来，家人认为我可以从事更‘专业’ 的技能，

决定阻止我踏入这一行。

我原本以为，

就算做了其他的事业，

也可以把烘焙当成兴趣，

有空就烘个小饼干，做个小蛋糕，来满足未完成的梦。

但后来的今天， 

生活的一切，抹杀了这份热诚，

对生活提不起兴趣，更别说做啥蛋糕了~

什么时候，我再有这样的热忱？ 

有位肥妈的部落格，让我稍微燃起了那个未点燃就灭了的梦~ 

整个部落格就充满温馨~

还提供recipe..
做出来的蛋糕又超级美~
看她两个儿子吃蛋糕的样子，就知道她的蛋糕一定很好吃了~

>>>>click here<<<<

-Yu Qian- 

Hair. ;D

April.

My birthday month. 

This April brings a lot of unexpected to me. 

And 

unexpected hairstyle changes too!

I don't really mean to cut my fringe off. 

Had my long fringe always until longer than my face length. 

I feel myself super young. -,- 

especially my black hair with fringe, 

looks like secondary student? 

My hair............... T.T

Next time I should try some wave curling perhaps? 

-love, Yu Qian- 

The guiltiest night ever.

人生有时候难免做错事

this is what her friend told her.
Because if she did anything wrong, she would feel guilty and guilty and guilty and wtf guiltyyy to the max!!
But usually failed, because she is stubborn enough couldn't let go.


For this thing,
She really couldn't let go.
This is the greatest change in her life.
She never think about one day she may kill a life.
Her occupation is save people's life, bring lights to them, care and love them.
But now, she feels that, she lost the mean.


She knows this is an accident.
But guiltiness told her that this accident maybe could be avoid.
If she drives carefully,
If she drives slowly,
If she don't back that late,
If she don't rush,
If and never be If anymore.

April 2012

Hey yo readers,
finally I drop by and say a HELLLLLOOO~~ LOL

It's April now~!


Guess I had a super happy last week.
I spent one week with my secondary frens which they have their holidays and come back to hometown. and I met him too. :) guess Im changing my plan, like forcing hard myself to forget him or blablabla .. cz IT NEVER WORKS.  so I decide like just following the fate. God will decide the final answer, and lead me to the correct person.


Anyway,

I had a great week with fellow friends. wheeee~~ ^^


and I still miss my Zonex. Dear Ting, you should update your blog more frequently. Im happy to read your blog, feeling like im with you at there. :)   Dear Ying, you are busy in EVERYTHING. hahaha, you know what I mean. take care yourself and I miss you. Finally,  I wanna wish my dear Seyee for her 21th birthday. And I couldn't celebrate with her. and I know she will never blame me about this. lolx~ love you all forever and ever and ever and ever... (diabetes? lmao.. )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!!!

Going to bed. I had sleep late last two weeks, and pimples grow all over my face. I'm ugly nowwwwwwww. wtf.


Okay. night world.


Love, YuQian

这样最好

你的变化   变得夸张之大

我的人生   最近因为很用力的很用力的隔绝所有与你有关的事
也变得跟僵尸一样   对周遭的事情少了热情


你的改变  

physically 肥到   这样最好    和以前我认识的你   瘦不拉几的样儿  
好让我有机会告诉自己你是陌生人   不是我认识的那一个

mentally 你的所谓分手的消息   我一点也不在意    而且麻木了
你手上的戒指是最好的证明   你心里根本有着她
这样最好    我更有借口告诉自己    放手吧


我不是没有你不行
不是没有现在的你不行
以前的你  已经不存在了
就像以前给你照的相片   都找不回来了
连名字都换了   什么都不存在了
那我还在原地等待个什么劲？
殊不知等待的当儿我竟没察觉  我也在长大  也在改变




都不一样了


这样


最好




宇芊

=..=

亲爱的，我把你从超市买回来

目的就是让你抹桌子。

你。。。你。。。。这个样儿。。

是让我情何以堪呢..？

吸点水吧~ 求你了~ 

Aunty Sui Yi

Today I acc my mum go meet her old school friend at Kulim.
Her fren, I called her Aunty Sui Yii (美姨 perhaps)

She got Brain Cancer, and Endometrial Cancer.

She is single and nobody take care of her, no children, no parents, nobody.
Her story is too sad for me.
She has to go hospital for check up, by taking bus, because she don't know how to drive.
She gone through 56 times of radiotherapy, which is a huge number for me.



But I admire her positive minded.
Even though she gone through everything of these.
She still happy go lucky.
She think its a kind of challenge from God,
and never blame on anyone.

I can see how helpless when she telling us her story.
Tears are rolling in her eyes and never dropped down.
It's kind of STRONG.


And what the hell i'm still complaining this and that?

May God Bless Her.



Love, Qian

原谅

每一分钟的愤怒，
你就失去了60 秒的快乐。



宝贝，息怒~ :)

Dream

I got a special talent that not much people have.
Usually people forget their dreams when they wake up.
But, I don't.
Usually, I can remember the dream until 1 or 2days.

In past, I dream a lot of people.
and I'm enjoy when I dream someone, and tell them what I've dream about them.
LOL
It's a kind of story-telling.


If I tell you I dream of you,
doesn't mean I too miss you and dream about you.
Otherwise, I got TOO MANY  people to dream about, and
I ain't lesbian.

Hahaha~


Oh ya, Mr Tan appeared in my dream yesterday night.



Enjoy life~



-Qian-

笼罩的黑烟

（以下有些照片用北海自愿治安队的照片）

（http://www.facebook.com/pages/Persatuan-Keselamatan-Sukarela-Butterworth-PKS-Butterworth-%E5%8C%97%E6%B5%B7%E8%87%AA%E6%84%BF%E6%B2%BB%E5%AE%89%E9%98%9F/277328855620289）

（他们是英雄来的，有事情可以找他们） 

星期日的早晨

我例行地陪妈妈去巴刹买菜

回家路上

到了最后一个红绿灯时

看见不远方冒出浓浓黑烟

心想

哇，谁家火烧了呢？

结果

是外面的五金店火烧了

外面全都封路了

好几辆BOMBA在外面很奋力的救火中

当我回到家一看

WALAO 你他妈的

也太靠近了吧

而且还看到红色火焰！！

我们和邻居们都超级SUPER  担心

烧来了

我们都得睡桥底了啊

而且火势超大

和我们家之间的屋子

是最容易燃烧的ATAP 屋

Zzzzz

奋力救火中

我真的觉得他们十分帅   十分勇敢

（If I not mistaken） 

过了45mins, 

火势终于慢慢受到控制

烟也没有那么夸张浓了

而且老天爷帮忙一点点

下了一点点小雨

=___=

谢谢厚~

我们那区的老大

安华老大

也来了

天啊~

谢谢神的保佑啊

我们逃过一劫

不用睡桥底。。 

您说说，

当下我有多害怕呢？

P/S：

火灾专用的水栓

是谁在管的？

是不是要常常检查呢？

竟然有水栓却没水。 =______________=

那当初你建的时候，是什么用意呢？

-宇芊-

轻

这几天    心里的那个人
被我很用力很用力
用力到要窒息了

地

推出心外



感觉
遗失了    灵魂的重量




-宇芊-

how about next?

Currently hairstyle 9
how about next?

^^

如梦一场~

对了，人家说，梦到不好的东西，要讲出来，不然会实现的~ 





昨晚，我梦见思怡
哈哈。不要问我为什么，我哪懂？


我们去了一个有海的地方旅行。
走着走着，就进了一家度假村，度假村很美，但是在海中央。(LOL)


度假村有个很特别的观望台
导游介绍的时候，大家就兴高采烈的往观望台（吊桥）上走~
只是，当我往下看的时候，惊觉，怎么会这么高，高到很离谱酱~

然后导游就让我四处走动。
思怡不懂去哪里买了好大一包的鱼料，
蹲在观望台上，往下一粒一粒的丢。
（其实我很好奇，酱远，他看到鱼吃了咩？）


我还问她：
我：哇，你去哪里买的料？
思怡：那边咯。
我：贵吗？
思怡：一块罢了


心想哇好便宜。但是我没有买，反而跟思怡拿一半过来，
因为导游好像要带我们走了，她一粒一粒丢，大概会丢到下个月去。



然后我就很YENG 酱，拿着半包的饲料，大把大把的往海里撒！

然后就有很多鱼像鲤鱼抢食物一样。
噼噼啪啪的抢着食物~
我和思怡都撒到很开心。




突然间，




开始浮现很多奇奇怪怪的生物，
用凶神恶煞的样子看着我们。
我不知道他们本来就长得凶神恶煞，还是真的是因为我们踩到他们的地盘。
(LOL~~)

后来当导游开始叫我们集合，要讲接下来的行程的时候，
我和思怡就把鱼料喂一喂，然后准备要往回走了。
结果，不懂为什么，那个吊桥，突然间像电影里面的一样，往内缩！
WOAH，我跟思怡都傻去~ 

然后我就醒了~




-end-



宇芊上

逞强- 萧亚轩

逞强- 萧亚轩

最痛的是

明明连路人都感觉到那个人已经不爱你了

你却天真地无知地坚持   他有一天会爱你

至：国家领袖

渐渐地，我对这个国家失去了希望。
不明白，为什么国家领袖毁了如此美丽的地方。

先是LYNAS,
后是台湾来的毒厂。
(不明白的人，请看
https://www.facebook.com/pages/%E5%81%9C%E6%AD%A2%E5%B7%A5%E7%A8%8B%E4%BF%9D%E7%95%99%E6%88%91%E4%BB%AC%E7%9A%84%E5%AE%B6%E5%9B%AD-%E8%BE%B9%E5%8A%A0%E5%85%B0-Selamatkan-Bumi-Pengerang/348816058473855


亲爱的领袖，您们的子子女女是不是将来不住在这里了？
还是您们早就打算移民了？
为什么，您要亲手喂这块土地喝下毒药？
您说的没事没事，一切安全，能给多少保证？
试问未来，您能保证多少？
您能保证未来出事的时候，您能拍拍胸口说：好的，我来清除那些辐射
然后像卡通里面的英雄：张开嘴巴，把所有辐射肥料都吸入肚子，
再向您亲爱的人民说：有我在，没事的~ 放一百个心吧~


1984年, Bukit Merah 的，难道您还要蒙蔽双眼，装聋作哑吗？
这不是demokrasi 的国家吗？不是什么都听人民的吗？
那现在，
您听不见人民的怨声
看不见人民的无奈
感觉不到人民的惶恐吗？


对，我是自私，我不要我的国家变成毒库，
手机，电脑，这些我都会再用，
但是亲爱的领袖，
为什么澳洲的高科技生产，竟要我们国家变成了牺牲者？

您不安的人民之一   上

不要发烧！

好吧~  今晚早点睡~
如果可以换来不发烧的明天的话~


喝水喝水喝水~~

TO DOREEN OOI

Hey Hey you you!

Watch here...!

dont move away your eyes~~~~~

uhmm hmmmm..... 

It's short, but I do it with heart.. ♥♥

Let's START!!! 

DEAR Ying~~~~

I know this is rough...

u know I got no time....

aiyah.... mai hiam la.... 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!!!!! 

Happy 21th~~~

WIsh you all the best ya... 

love you forever....♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

说变就变 de 情

突然间觉得长大并不是什么好事

好好地昔日room mate 说翻脸就翻脸

当初我要离开的时候   说的舍不得   说的不舍得

全都是屁话吗？

今天我有事请你帮忙  

两个星期后的今天   我得回去考试   就只是那一个礼拜

你却告诉我你不欢迎我？

你编的理由   我连勉强接受都不合理

你的种种理由   我很明白    却无法接受

你的忘恩负义   我会记在心里  

不止失望   还失落  

从前的喜怒哀乐   让我觉得你的真面目太可怕

你和妖怪有什么不同？

2012!!

It has been ONE month I didn't post up anything.
Sorry bloggers, I'm too busy anyway...


HEY YO!! It's 2012 !!
(okay, its too late to shout for it, i knew. )

I am too busy for having my practical session.
But! It's really really really gonna end soon.
NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!
erk hrmmm.... I really cant wait for my free life!


And my chinese new year. one week more!
Can't wait for those delicious food. hehehe..


My life photos during my busy busy time.
1) Never forget to meet up with my babies!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

2) Busy with a lot of black and white human body photos!

3) Change another wallet, because Domo Domo is spoiled.

4) Finish 7 tests during the practical session!

5) Open my hands and WELCOME THE CNYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!

If 2012 is the end of the world. Nevermind, we just enjoy it~! 

举起手hua la la la la~~ =D =D

Happy New Year 

-Qian-