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我突然想起一件很sweet 的事



两年前，当我决定要去远方念书，

出发的前一个礼拜，

我的外公，用平常就很认真，很严格的语气问我：

“ 电脑买了没？还没买的话阿公给你买！” 

还叮咛我妈记得给我买电脑

怕我在学校没有电脑用....

*感动*




阿公啊，我超想念你的~
阿嫲，你也是~~





-love, Qian-

Time to learn!

Hello peoples, I guess I have been blogged quite a number of emo post. Well, not going to emo in this post. Smile guys! :)

I'm officially 20. And what I found out is, I really don't know how to make up! OMG. I feel shame on this! Kidda jealous when a lot of girls make-up and make themselves or herself looked PRETTY!

Well, I agree with you, natural is the best. But, in some kind of situation, like ball or prom night, you can't be just natural look without anything on your face right?


I think I should learn from this moment!!



Be pretty!!  :)

A-fred

 

刚刚从班上回来。

此时此刻情绪实在复杂到极点，心情不好，压力很大，大到快喘不过气来了！

前途一片渺茫，无法掌舵未来的路，我很难受。

看不见的前方，我实在很惊慌。

措手不及的事件，比浪花还汹涌。

我很怕，能做的，只是皱着眉头，用力思考，却什么都得不到的无助感。

神啊，请给我继续下去的力量！

世人啊，我需要一个能给我勇气的拥抱！

-Qian-

share: 这个世界上、总有一个人分享我的世界、不是你、就是别人、而我、再也不会说可惜不是你了、应该说、幸好不是你。

I saw this in facebook.

share.. 

这个世界上、总有一个人分享我的世界、不是你、就是别人、而我、再也不会说可惜不是你了、应该说、幸好不是你。

不能。

我还做不到。

张小娴 说 ，需要时间和新欢。

LOL!!

来吧，新欢！

hahaha!! 

-Qian-

share: 总有一个人

Orange vs. black sky.

(heavy photos post)

I suppose to have my moral presentation today. My alarm clock was ring me up at 7am.
(Fortunately or unfortunately? )
I received my class rep's sms at 7.45am.
'' Moral class canceled. ''
zzz.
*go back to bed*

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Today I get the T-shirts from Hometoomuch.com via Groupon that I have purchased last weeks.

It actually reached hostel few days ago, but I was in lovely hometown and enjoying my weekends. :)
So, I collected it today. Feel quite excited actually. ^^

After opened it. Hmm, quite satisfied~ :):)

 

Afternoon, when I read newspaper (borrowed from room mate) , 

and I found this. 

Meal of the day. 

aunty, can you explain to me, why my SIMPLE LUNCH cost me Rm4.50? 

#^&%$^%

Spaghetti, which cooked by apu-ne-ne. 

The taste really special. 

little spicy and special meet. :)

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There was a sudden rain at evening, 

The sky turns black. 

After a quick rain, it changed into ORANGE. 

I think my stupid camera didn't perform what it actually be. 

*sigh* I should get myself a better camera. Any sponsor please?  ^^

before rain 

after short quick rain, part of the sky still black.. 

Guess what? It shows RAINBOW! 
omg. I love rainbow so much!! ^^
turn into happier mood~ 

I done nothing today. *sigh* 

Rain so heavely now, even the indoor temperature is sooo cold. 

I cant believe that I wearing long pants now.. -.-

Hello, Malaysia leh... 

I miss him. 

;)

only YOU, able to stop my heartbeat. 

-love, qian-

其实我没钱

有时候   会需要你体谅
也许会kiam siap 一点
但   我北上南下的费用
已经占据我的一半


请原谅我
我是个黏家的怪物
请原谅我
我只是想念我的母亲父亲


我没有表面上的金玉其外
我只是个学生
没有收入的学生


请容许我
不至于在宿舍吃泡面
不至于下雨的时候没钱坐德士



很抱歉
其实路边的果条汤我也吃得很开心
不必山珍海味
槟城的食物  样样都好吃



我没有emo,纯粹表达想法
也许手法 语文 音调上
让人误解  我emo 了
那抱歉啦


晚安




-Qian-

pattern banyak eh..

刚才上完课后，回到房间的时候，发现自己忘了带钥匙。-.-
昨天也是酱！
不好意思像昨天一样吵醒 room mate， 所以决定到图书馆去吹冷气。
顺便ACT 读书一下。
后来遇到一个老同学
好久不见。聊着聊着，他问我最近的relationship
"单身"  I said.
然后blah blah blah 假死探听我最近几年的love history...
lolxx... 当然是转来转去lah..


后来他问起你，我说我们只是normal friend.
他说，想见面吗？
我，FAKE A SMILE (from kean ming)， 然后说： 哈。哈。还好。


后来他离开后，这个问题让我stunned 很久，冲凉也在想。
想见面吗？
*想*
*想*
*想*
后来我给自己的answer 是 飞机票很贵。 LOL。 白痴的答案我知道。


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昨天看我的facebook 的人应该有看到，
kean ming 给我的answer 是
‎1. OLD friend la u...
2. always laugh at my jokes
3. write blog also banyak pattern
4. sometimes fake a smile, like 周星驰 in 你不是真正的快乐
5. miss me alot~




哈哈哈！
想一想，是觉得很对一下！
fake a smile, like 周星驰 in 你不是真正的快乐
其实本人的情绪起伏真的真的很不大
如果世界允许，我会一直没有表情下去。
原本的躯壳应该是没有表情的。我猜。
啊啊啊啊。没有表情也不是我想的！
我也不知道是怎么回事儿~
LOL.... xD



by the way, you also laugh at my jokes too! *blerk*
blog pattern banyak good ma.. no good meh? no good meh you say? no good meh?!
fong kean ming,
your pattern more than mine!
hiao ka si, ask ppl go and like,
now write till bolat ady hor.. eng gai belly siok.. xD xD
hahahaha!
and yes, I miss you.


Oh ya, esther, I will still say ''fu** u" even it spoiled my image. hehe.. :):)

share: 被我喜欢

“你这么优秀，会被越来越多的人喜欢，那我怎么办？ ”


“被我喜欢。”




*LIKE*

9 of may

Phewww~ 2hours ago, I was sitting for the test.
not the big test, but still counted in the final marks,
not going to let go any marks. so just put afford.


And now, Phewww~ let go the stress by going to Pasar Malam tonight!!
Yeahhhh~~~

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Yesterday was Mother's Day. Extra load added on missing my dear mum.
I phoned call her and wish her Happy Mother's Day.
I tried hard to control my tears and my voice.
Don't want her to worry me much, as I can take care myself all the time. *smile*


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长大后我习惯脸上只剩下笑容

medication joke

I guess the latest blog skin makes me like no mood to blogging up.
Too ancient, isn't it? LOL.


It is 7.30 and I woke up on 6sth.
My whole body itchy until I can't get a sweet dream,
I guess it was the side effect of my medicine that I recently consumed.

Oh ya, I felt into sick again. damn it.
It started from my birthday, it's all because I ate too lots of concentrated chocolate cake.
Then the sickness begins with sore throat and flu continued it.
After that, I ate my dad's flu medicine, and forgot to considering my dad's weight is double to me!
So end up with I ate double dose of medicine, and a wrong antibiotic.
What I got finally is,
I got both eyes red and swollen like hell, until I not dare meet up Meng meng in genting.

My boss was too worry of me, he decided to bring me to have a visit to doctor,
and finally I got my correct medicine. Phew! It's a big joke on wrong medication, how suffer when I walk halfway and just want to faint off!


Well, now everything fine. I have my class 9am later on. Taking horlick--lite as breakfast.
Think to go to Digital Mall or Sungei Wang to buy myself a new mouse.
damn this mouse I just bought few weeks ago. and now it spoiled.
My cousin which pro in IT, advised me to get a branded and more stable brand.

Well, another big hole in my wallet.

walao, essay meh? 

Okay, off! take care readers!




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love, Qian

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你答应和我去的地方  
却一次又一次和不同的人去
我等到头发长到地上料
还是没呕 轮到我






他娘的



你好嘢



你答应的东西    




他娘的




就是  BULLSHIT.




-fuck you-

ignore ba.

有些人有些事  也许很刻骨铭心   也是你明天就忘了
拿得起  是一回事  
放不放得下   又是另外一回事


很用力很用力   放下   承担   一箱又一箱的回忆
原来很费力    原来很伤神


孟婆汤   有时候也许是好的



当你发现    眼角留着泪    心里觉得累   时
才惊觉    原来眼前这个人    很爱很爱      很爱很爱







才惊觉
哭不出来的感觉    很心碎




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