KL life with the love from far far away~

Halo readers,

Sorry for being neglect my dear bloggie such a long time.

Whenever I back to Penang,

there are really a lot of stuff I have to do..

***Pretending I'm soooooo busyyyy***

Whenever I post a blog,

It's 88% proves that I'm in KL.

why 88? I cincai write eh...

Before leave, take a photo with my Mr Rabbit.

I'll miss you babe~ and your tummy~

and my Miss Minnie, ignore my face pls..

Oh~ my fringe are so loooonggg~

(like ghost.. Zzz)

Isshhhh isshhhh.. don want go back KL larrhhh

lalala~ my Beloved bought me this!

I nearly forget it after the long bus travel.

And I realized that when it's already midnight.

Well, it becomes my supper~ lovely one~

flash light view~

and this milo, also bought from my Beloved.

and he bought me 5 tins.

drink until next year.. ==

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I'm so brave until ppl scold me siao eh..

I didn't prepare well and I walk into test hall and sit for the wtf test!

And last, the easiest calculation I calculated wrong.

I told myself,

I bet I will regret before entering the hall.

Siao eh...

And now, I regret, fully.

And, goshhh

I missed Baskin Robbin today!

The paddy~ Nice?

¡¡ʍʍʍ∀ ~ǝɹnʇɔıd sıɥʇ ɟo ɹǝuʍo ǝɥʇ uo ɥsnɹɔ ɐ ǝʌɐɥ I

tonightt plannnn

Afternoon.

After my RM2.50 sipek hiam eh nasi lemak.

I'm so busy with my presentation slide.

Recently so stress about the study.

Lots of stuff want to study..

And, I found that there was 2 subjects I totally don't know what to study.

But nevermind~!

I'm gonna go home soon!!

my happy-want-go-home-mood is bursting!!!

wooohoooo

okay, tonight plan is

Powerpoint Presentation Slide

Packing

Tidy up room

Settle laundry things

and rmb my dinner~

ignore me

Walao ehhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

want choose which hospital???????

ishhhh issshhhhhh isssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

damn two baotao eh..

choose what i choose!! cheh..

baotao jiusii baotao!! mahuan eh duuuu

Boss, happy birthday~

First of all,

I wanna wish my boss

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOSS!!

jst now phoned him and wish him..

He asked back me,

"ei? today my birthday meh? "

"zzzz... yealah~!! "

really speechless....

Today I went to Times Square.

Since alone in room is too bored to me,

so I decided to spend some $$ on myself.

Otherwise I scare I will ki siao in room...

I go with roommate..

That ma-de hamsap room mate keep moless-ing me..

De diao nia... X.X

And, guess what?

I nonstop eating today...

sipek fulled now... but my mouth still want eat something gok...

haizzz... bo bui pun gehh.. (no fat pun fake)

And, while waiting bus before back to hostel,

I saw a blind man.

I feel shame, because

I looked at him and I never pay a helping hand.

After that, a auntie go and help him.

walao eh... I feel so SHAME!!!

educated still dunno how to help ppl...

SHAME SHAME SHAME SHAME SHAME SHAME SHAME zzzzzz

My stupid room mate tear her maggie mee toppiee until like this..

make me laugh ka pa ling tao..

XD

It's have been long time I didn't post up anything. Life seems not change much but it starts to have different meaning to me anyway. I am changed.

I changed a lot, except my body height.. ==

I'm not longer care of little thing anymore.

I'm not longer to easy fed up in anyway.

I'm not longer childish want people accompany me.

I'm not longer do whatever follow my mood.

I'm not longer care how much you care of me.

Because i'm growing up?

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Today my college very ho liao..

1st floor get caught in the fire...

bomba also come..

and that time I still in second floor..

when I passed by the fire place..

I saw a lot of smoke..

and then still walk slowly.. hahaha~

they said is short circuit...

bla bla bla~~

lazy type liao... ;P

u fake!

你说要给我 会长大的幸福

都是骗人的，是假的。

cheh!

老娘才没那么容易给你骗到！

七早八早，他妈的，

外面传来一阵烧焦味。

我起身，检查所有 在房里可能引燃的 东西，

却没发现任何问题。

打开窗，发现是外面传来的。

我想：可能是喷蚊油阵仗吧！ （同样味道）

可是早上六点，是不太有理由吧？

出去检查一下，并没有什么喷蚊油阵仗！

靠，那是哪里的问题？

不可能平白无故有烧焦味，

然后我就像现在酱等，

等味道过了，再睡。

不安啊~！

保佑我吧！

I hate this feeling

我一直以为那是段快乐的回忆，结果全然不是。刚才我梦到了过去，原来那时候的我，一点都不快乐。我以为“XXX”是件快乐的事。却因为环境，它变质了。我讨厌这种感觉。或许我做错选择了吧。大哥说过一句话，错又怎样，最怕是不肯改变。那时候的我，确确实实是少了改变的勇气啊！

现在回想，我才知道我那时有多么不快乐，心有多么难过，多么寂寞，我恨透了这种感觉。也亲幸，这样让我看见了不少人的真面目，为了某件事，可以牺牲，甚至在背后捅人几刀。我讨厌他们的假！讨厌他们的伪装！表面上，他们很风光，可是背地里，我替他们感到悲哀，他们的战友，被他们当成敌人，用技术去衡量一个人，而不是用心。这种变质的环境，为什么当初我不离开？我坚持的理由是什么？是我傻是我笨，笨到一心一意以为，时间会让他们觉醒，等了五年，什么都没有，人还是一样假，环境只是越来越糟！

不是每个人生下来都对“某件事”有特异的能力，也有很多人是靠着努力，一点一点爬上去，我们，都不应该去歧视 那些人，那些没有天生好，努力不懈却一直达不到终点的人 ，反之应该帮一把。这，不只是领袖该做的事，而是每个人该做的事。谁都没有资格歧视谁！

他妈的！谁来阻止这些该死的回忆！在我脑中重复着！！