It's 1pm right now. I woke up at 2hours ago. And everyone in my room is still in the dreamland. I woke up and had my 'breakfast' alone, like usual, milo and bread, my favorite.
I was thinking about my life. I am 18, and what did I done in this 'special' age.
1) I 'escape' from home, out to this cruel society and starts learning to survive without parents' protection. And, finally I regret. You know how much I miss them right now. Guess when you can't see your parents up to few months. And, family becomes the weakest part in my deep heart. Don't even touch them otherwise I'll burst into tears.
2) My mind changed, but my body size still remain. (==) I'm still short like before, but I am not really care about it compared to before. I am not longer easy get into frustrated and mad. I turn into more patient and more easy to tolerate with others. I'm not praising myself, but kidda helpless when you have to solve every single problem by yourself. And, you'll feel that, that's nothing help when you get mad, and even let the problem get worse.
3) No tuition life. In study staircase, you have to solve everything by your own self. Google becomes my best friend in my life, Library becomes another room to me. Teacher turns into lecturer. And lecturer won't teach you every single word, and doesn't care whether you have pass up tutorial. They just teach, and answer your question. In class, I mean.
4) Clubbing. As you step into 18, this word not longer a strange word. Some people always go there, and having fun there. I admit I went. Very rarely. But, don't think that environment suit to me. Sorry, I don't like it. But, I don't escape.
5) Financial problem. I think I should get a part-time job now. Pocket money just enough for my daily spending, not including entertainment. And, don't think that take from mum is the best way to solve this problem. So, I should apply it now.
okay. I tired d...
Haha. Essay.
Off!
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Oh yeah.
Thanks to my bro (cousin)
who help me to buy *toot* (secret)
I need it badly!!
omg... I was just appreciate him!
Gor, I love you sooooooo muchhhh!
*Big hug*