Wednesday, December 30, 2009

To 评审团

最近电视上有一个相当大的歌唱比赛
不想说得太详细,以免惹来杀生之祸。。


说真的,我虽然不是什么很厉害音乐的人,
但是,我总觉得评判怎么怪怪的?
平时他们的评语有这么差吗?

尤其是有一个选手,
歌词唱错了一大截,表演也不懂是太紧张还是怎样,
整场都使不上力的样儿。。
竟然能进前六名。。。这,有天理吗?



我不原意去相信这是事实,也希望是我的错觉。


但是,评判们,如果你们真的做过这样的事,
请你们想想,良心是被狗咬了吗?

Sunday, December 27, 2009

to my electric current

你说你害怕失去我,

其实

我比你害怕

很害怕很害怕很害怕

加上一千倍一万倍

想起来都会流泪的怕


所以,请你请你,

停止吧。。

Saturday, December 26, 2009

To billion manager

很多人,就是这样。。。


今天,陪妈妈到Billion去扫货。。
(我其实还蛮赶时间的)


我在找sensodyse...
因为我找了整个牙膏的橱都找不到
(实在是很没有时间去慢慢找)
我就请问那个sales girl sensodyse 放哪里?


然后,她就很rude地跟我讲“后面”。
maileh,我嘛知道后面,不然前面咩?
然后我就去后面找咯,然后她走过来说:
这里~!!!
okay! 我忍。。
然后她从下面的橱挖出来,got 门的橱。。。
MAILEH!你不会放在保险箱里啊?
然后,找不到我要的那款,
就拿sample 给我~ == 开过了的那种。。

GAO SAI!你以为我是谁?乞丐啊?随便丢给我。。
就算年轻过你,你也不用这种样子,而且你也没资格!
酱厉害你嘛去做经理啦?不然回家当你的少奶奶啦!
何必站在这里看人家脸色?
some more我也很有礼貌的问你。。。




然后,逛完,给钱,
因为刚买的milo got赠品,就去换咯。
超过RM120又got 赠品,可以选择要环保袋或MUG。
我们买了300+, 所以就got 两个。
他给我们一个环保袋和一个MUG。


我妈说,环保袋家里很多,就非常礼貌要求把环保袋换成MUG(因为我们整天打破)
那个,他妈的salesgirl, or rather sales-AUNTY
做他的死鬼脸,跟我妈抢回袋子,很不甘愿地换两个MUGss,而且还摆臭脸!
MAILEH! 又一个!不要以为你大肚子就很厉害。
大肚子罢了嘛,很多女人都大了四五次啦。。
大肚子,就要我们事事都让你,连旁边的新手都被他酱使唤!
SIAO EH。。



真的很dulan那边的服务员的态度。
站在那边,以为酱就可以收钱啊?
MAILEH! 不要做嘛回家睡觉啦!
留在这里搞你的死人鬼“高傲” 啊?不能看!!


manager, 管一下啦。。

Sunday, December 20, 2009

STOP IT

还有几天就回家了 =)
代价就是把所有该交的功课都交一交。

房间里只有我,
和我的电脑,
陪伴我的是功课,
还有该死的assignment..

要,
改掉摇脚的坏习惯,
好像别人戒烟一样难。
有人说,当你的坏习惯又重犯的时候,
拉一拉耳朵,你就会警惕自己,(或许是像被妈妈拉一样的意思吧?)
但是我拉到要断了,脚还是一样摇。
应该拉脚的不是吗?
耳朵跟脚又没有la lang..


还记得上次考试的时候,
我还是摇脚,而且越摇越凶,
我知道女生不该摇脚,很不雅。
(其实半班的人都在摇。。 ++)


moon 说:考试时为什么你一直摇脚?
我说:我很不安


是这样说的吗?
我只是在掩饰而已,
On the way改着。。
搞到room mate 看到我摇脚很pek cek... ==



*拉耳朵*

Thursday, December 17, 2009

security guard.

我宿舍楼下有一个女生的security guard.
她每次都化妆才来当guard.
身材有点丰满.
友族。(马
她非常怕热,
桌子下面放了一个风扇,
而且每次开很大号。


因为我平时很
对陌生人更
(放屁)
所以我没有跟她讲过话。


今天,我三生有幸
在我踏入电梯的时候,
她赶在门关上之前,请我帮忙按开门。
我按“~~开~~
然后她进来了,
其他的学妹也一起进来了。
(当时,我站在最靠近电梯按键的地方。。)



一切都很正常。
在电梯门关上的那一刹那,
有个senior (男生) 走过。。。
她立刻喊住那个男生。
然后,
她直接,很直接 ,很直接---------------------
(事情只发生在三秒,imagine!)
把半只手伸出电梯门!!!!!



walao!! 我急了!!
倒抽一口很大气!
立刻马上立即,毫不犹豫,
狂按
~~~~开~~~~~
!!!!
心想:! ! ! ! !



walao yeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

靠!!我快被吓死了!!


我心里真的很多粗话~~
!@#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*()@#$%^&*


往最坏的方向想一下,她的手被夹断的话,
我怎么办?帮她拾起来然后继续关门啊?
疯子。



结论:
我宿舍不安全。

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

A Big Mistake~!


I am a dumb.
I forgot to take my manager's signature
before I came back from my
CLINICAL ATTACHMENT,
a.k.a posting.


Fuck!


and the worst thing is the lecturer who mark my log book
is a woman who fiercer than a tiger, or rather,
tiger also surrender to her.



==


and I have to pass up on 21 Dec.

imagine!

shit la. how?


Thanks for Chew Yang Tian,
rather, Tim,
who help me to take my log book (of cz my fren's too)
to Island Hospital Department,
and manager's signature,
and post back to me.....
SORRY anyway!
always make a lot of trouble to you!


The log bookksssss were post jst now, about 2pm sth.
I think tml will appear in his mailbox.
Wish!


Hope will shun shun li li..
cz if log book hilang jor, kena report to POLICE one.
ya, police. cz inside got patient's details.
crap la.
so, the log books are super duper important.




God, pls take care of my log book, and fren's too...

May Good bless the log bookkkkksssss

Monday, December 14, 2009

[个人资料]
眞實名字: 柯卉芊
暱稱: Jess
年齡:18
星座:金牛
血型:O
喜歡吃什麽:老妈煮的菜
討厭吃什麽:青色的...

說出心裏話
[請填下眞實資料]
你心目中人的姓氏:很直的问题
你心目中人的暱稱:-
你心目中人和你的年齡差別: -
你喜歡他什麽: -
你喜歡他幾個月: -
你有情敵嗎: -
你有好朋友喜歡他嗎:-

他知道你喜歡他嗎: -

你曾經因爲他心痛嗎: -
你曾經因爲他受傷嗎: -
你曾經因爲他吃醋嗎: -
你們吵架過嗎: -

必填
[請填下眞實資料]
誰傳達給你這份問卷:cicak
你收到問卷,感覺如何: 要有什么感觉?
他如果和你告白,你會怎樣: 不可能
你喜歡他嗎: overall不错
你身邊有朋友喜歡他嗎:有吧。。他的facebook写有人骚扰他!哈哈哈哈!!
如果他暗戀你,你會怎樣: 用tuba砸醒他
他有可能和你在一起嗎: 如果他能顶被tuba砸得话,会考虑。。。
他是同性戀嗎: 很难讲,哈哈哈哈哈哈!


[請填下眞實資料]
你有幾次戀愛經驗: 2次...
告白失敗了,你會繼續嗎: 不会吧?
你擁有的暗戀經驗,深嗎: 多咯。
暗戀感覺舒服嗎t:还好,不用负责


過去
[請填下眞實資料]
你有可能喜歡你前一任在一起嗎:不知道
他再次向你表白,你會:他会表白,天塌下来
現在對他的印象怎樣,爲什麽:平淡
對他還有感覺嗎:做人不用那么直
長得怎樣:不会吓到路人的那种
分手是誰提的:本人
他討厭你嗎:没有
和他曾經過幾壘了:私人问题
會後悔和他在一起嗎: 不曾
會想回去以前和他在一起的日子嗎:偶尔
你們以現在的情況遇見,是怎樣:喂!请吃饭!
會因爲過去吵架嗎:吵架的定义?
以前的日子開心嗎:你说呢?
以前的日子幸福嗎:你说呢?
對他感情很深嗎:已经过去了

中學生戀情
[請填下眞實資料]
你網戀過嗎:没有
你在學校和他的遇見是怎樣呢:谁?
你們是怎樣認識的:-
學校知道你們關係嗎:-
對方父母知道你們的關係嗎:-
你的父母知道你們的關係嗎: -
全班同學知道你們的關係嗎: -
對他感覺如何:-
将到来的情人节,你们如何慶祝:-

[请填写真实资料]
写下你10位朋友
1. CICAK
2. FKM
3. SEYEE
4. Doreen
5. Vhanded
6. Seek kang
7. Cheng Yuan
8. Yee Ween
9. Foo Lian
10. Kang Le

active back in B-SPOT!!

Active Back in BLOGSPOT!!

Back to KL, back to college life.
Btw, starts to miss my family since the moment I sit in the bus,
I cried when I saw my dad leave,
even though I know that I shouldn't.


Tml morning, or rather, today,
7hours later, I'll be in class.
with my tutorial which not finish yet.


I hutang Ng Siew Phaik 3 tomyam mee.
Remind Me!



Monday, December 7, 2009

Leaving - Westlife

When listening to 'Leaving - Westlife'
suddenly I don know how to accept that you'd leaving.

I know it's past. Becomes my past tense.
And never come back anymore.

Suddenly feel that,
there's a part of heart trembling.



I restarted my life since long time ago.
The life without you.
Jst tonight. This 3:57mins.
I miss you.




Oh well.
Past tense means past tense.
No matter how pain, it's never goes twice.
I should brave.
Fucking Bitch I am.
Miss a guy who shouldn't miss.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

OPERATION THETHER TODAY~!

A lot of things wanna burst out!


Firstly, the most important one,
I SAW THE KIDNEY STONES REMOVAL OPERATION TODAY!!!!
*excited*


really thousands of feeling dunno how to say out..

firstly,
the patient is a popo, without any clothes and underwear.
hmmm... a bit shy btw.

den insert a catheter into lower part.
means that insert a rubber tube into the part you pee.. ><
PAIIIIINNNNNN


i rmb some procedure,

since i'm not the doctor, so I not really the main reason for every step.
but then, I know some.
cz the tv show there.
not your house that type of tv,
but sth like scope,
or can say as a little camera that can go into human's organ,
and take the photosssssss


hell.... it's so pain.
even though i'm not the patient.
patient sure wont pain la.. sedated d ma...
But me, see also pain ady, u say leh?


slowly, i get used to it.
I think the doctor already feel nth d,
even though the blood is flowing like the tap water.
shit!

by the way,
2 operation seen today.
1 for hand operation, that one ok for me..
another one, kidney stone removal... ><


different experience.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

sorry guysss

sorry for those who was help me in registered the

PENANG BRIDGE RUN2009


thanks for
CHEE CHEAN (vry vry much.)
and
KIM MO TAI KS who tried to help
and
PHAIK who try to arrange the transport.
and
KEAN MENG who help in paid for the feeeeeeeeeeeessssssssss




SORRY (x1000)
Im not going for the run ady..
coz my legs pain craply!!
wtf.
my legs not even can stress at all... ><
pain larrrr



踏入社会的感言

有时候,会害怕。
真的是手无寸铁的那种怕。

人面蛇心
要多可怕就可怕

在你面前事事谦虚,
在你背后插你一刀。

迩逆我诈

这种社会,不要也罢

大家都是同事,何必呢?


死了都不知道为什么。

讨厌现实的世界。

何必呢?

该不善良

我不是好人 我只是将心比心

好人?不敢当。。。

身为一个佛教徒,我知道善良的重要性。

但是,现实的世界里,

容不下什么叫做善良。

虽然这事实难以接受,

但是还是无可否认。

有些时候,‘善良被人欺’ 却是无可否认的事实。。



所以,我不该善良,不该当好人。

Friday, November 13, 2009

oh yea!

oh well...
tonight thursday night.
tml we (my class) will having a uniform checking and briefing..

and i will be back to
BUTTERWORTH!!
OMG~!
miss my parents so much,
miss my friendsss so much,
miss penang nice fooddss so much,
miss everything in PENANG!!

PENANG ROCKSSS!!!


btw, 3 luggage, wtf. Its a little bit overload d..
sure i willl be shorter after carrying these stuff and reach to Penang.
TT
but, no choice there.
i have to, ought to, must to,
bring my notes and book back.
otherwise, everything gonna be stuck.
i mean homework.


---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
recently im in a busy status.
a lot of assignments wtf.
i think about 4 like tat.
gossshh.. kidda killed me..

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
penang bridge run 2009~
here I come! ^^

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Respect

~Respect~


尊重
人与人之间都得互相尊重。
不管是谁与谁,有多熟。。。。


从来没有用奇异的眼光来看待同性恋,
尊重你的性向,由始至终。。。

但是,请不要造成别人的困扰。


不要再对我毛手毛脚了~!

Friday, November 6, 2009

happy birthday Ting~!

*~--+++HAPPY BIRTHDAY+++--~*
==TING==


i steal her photo from her facebook btw..



actually the photos we took not in this laptop, I only can found somes..
notice the left one, our birthday gal~
Ting, me, and Ying (a.k.a Doreen)




miss
OOI TING TING


HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!

welll.. happy 18th birthday~
we are not able to fly to your door and ring your bell...
but birthday wishes never be forget..

tingggg~~~~
happy birthday~~~~~!!!!
wish you all the best ya~~
do well in your korea 'trip'.. XD
stay happy~!


well...
this post special for TING~
miss ur laugh btw.. ><


Thursday, November 5, 2009

Elena, the bravo~!


well... another touching story touched my heart in the middle of the night.

check this out~!


mentions how a little girl, Elena, who diagnosed brain cancer,
before she left this colorful world, she left notes with her love to her lovely daddy and mummy...
see more..
god bless her in the heaven..


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well.. i spent RM50 today for a pair of shoes.. and they are fucking ugly~!
how much I boh gam buan to buy it.. but forced to...
goshhhhh..
besides of the comfort, there is nothing else let me buy that shoes~
but I PAID. and forced to pay. wth. damn damn damn crapping design!!

in my room,
looking at the shoes.
craaapppppp (the new word i learned today.)

pek cek. the clinical uniform checking that held on tml forced me to buy it. f**k


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2 Ba Gua from 美珍香 today.
hooorrraaayyyyy
been looonnnggg time didn't eat ba gua.
gonna be mal*y d.. wtf.
but it costs about RM10. == (expensive huh)
staying in fork-free hostel. but i nge nge wan eat. how?
blerrkkkkkkk

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nothing much.
I'm tired. nitez

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

FISHHHHHHH

Suddenly realized that my English succcckkkkssssss
oh my god...



I was asking a stupid question to yee ween just now.

"Ei, feed your fish (happy aquarium).. they look so pity. =( ''

"Okay~ "

"Fishs or fishes?" (means how to say in many fish in a aquarium..)

"errr... wait har... i go and check..."



after 10 mins.



"Fish means one kind of fish. Fishes mean different types of fish in a aquarium."

woah...



"then fishS leh?"

"==.. how you gonna pronounce??"

fish-ss?? my face change to this >> ==


"oh well.. == ''





say FISH.....

Monday, November 2, 2009

hmmm??

recently playing HAPPY AQUARIUM
interesting? no...
then what for?
erm... I like to hear the sound when I helped friends to clean the aquarium..
its sounds like 'chut chut chut'... very cute~~ =)

oh welll....
_______________________________________________________________-

planned for going PASAR MALAM tonight.
the cheapest shopping place.
hope that there will be a nice night for me.. =)
without raining i mean....
and the god seems like asking me not to go out
cz the sky is slowly blacken out... ><
oh noooooo.............


______________________________________________________________

Recently tie up my hair for a more neatly look....
but not really like to tie up.. cz my hair becomes not straight.. ><
got like sth bengkang-bengkok....
ishh.... but too messy larrrhhhh....




_______________________________________________________________

and sth funny and stupid things happen today.

A gal sms another guy,
on the same time,
another gal is sitting beside the guy.

she wrote
"tell XXXX sorry that I don't have her (that gal sitting next to him.) phone number."


then?
then?
then?

what means?

sorry for what?

no point at all..... ><
she should go and find out herself right?
but she sms the stupid msg to the guy.. ==
lame


weight gainned~!

hmmm... kidda boring weekends ><
since my wallet getting thinner,
so I have to cut down my entertainment to save myself from being beggar...
......
==
|||


ok.
lame joke.


its damn bored without shopping life..
aikssss


--------------------------------------------------------------------
btw, my weight from 43kg boom until 45kg~!
weight GAINED ~!
what the hell... =(

since I'm short (as everyone knows) , so I cannot become fat.
seriously...
otherwise, you willl see a ball rolling beside the road..


and the worst thing is my body kidda warm these dayz,
and the **** headache keep annoying me...
ishhhh....
brain over used.. lolx. no way...


2 more weeks gonna back. wondering whether can I handle my job..
hmmm.... I have no confident.. seriously...


burger at 12am jst now.. wth...
suppose not to eat, right?
But I DID.. ==
cz room mate keep seducing me... ><
and finally I order a small burger,
despite of get a shitty fever.. ><


miss my home so much.
and tears drop by my chin when i phoned my lovely mummy for 5mins.
miss the raja uda tomyam mee so much.
miss the laksa that a stupid guy promised me will treat me when i go back.
(and he didn't do it until now)



miss enemy, you will never know that how's the feeling of HOMESICK



hmmm....
night, world~

Friday, October 30, 2009

I wan I wan..

Suddenly feel like wanna eat





PORTUGIS TART~!!!





sadly there is no one sell it nearby... :(

Thursday, October 29, 2009

TO ROBIATO

To Radiography batch 02/09 CLASS assistant moniter, Robiato:



Well.. Apologize on your wrong name spelling.. I not really know how to spell it, cz it is non my my business.


First of all, I have many words to say to you~ Listen, this is represent all of us, every member in this batch. At the same time, I hope that you listen to us, WITH your GOOD TEMPER.


We hope that you can think WHO ARE YOU and WHAT IS YOUR RESPONSIBILITY?


Q1) What means of don't have our hp number? you are the assistant moniter, right? you have to inform all of us whether got class or not, right? without the hp number, how you going to inform us? if the moniter is not there??


Q2) Beware your words, coz you said everything and turn over your head and you said u never said that.... what the fuck~!

Q3) About that money problem, we know that you eat our money.. but a lot of us, jst keep quiet, because we think that there is useless we argue with you.. you better think twice before we take action.


Q4) Do you ever notice that you are very LO HENG and KIAP PA? well, you not understand these words nvm, its ok... You are too easy to get mad.. seriously.. and yell at people sure becomes your fault..


Q5) Please be fair for us. Treat every coursemate ADIL. This is the most important part,
because you are the leader.


Q6) Think twice your everything before we pulled you DOWN!

sorrrryyyyyy

YUCCCCKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSS~~
thousands sorry to this pittttyyyyy cockroach..
im not mean to kill you.
but you also geh hiao run into my room..
and make my room mate all shouted like hell...
AND
I shouted too when I was spraying the COCKROACH KILLER to it..
cz it moved very fast like finding sth to cure itself..
sorry.. i know I'm cruel enough..
wtf.


im not that brave,
but I forced to be...


AMITOFO.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I had a bad headache this afternoon.
but refused to take paracetamol as well...
cz lecturer said don't take too much of antibiotic otherwise immune system will be spoiled.

and I take a NAP (about 2 hours.. ==)


so, the conclusion is,
I can't fall asleep now~! wth!
already 1.02am~!
and my eyes and my body is full of energy like 8pm now...
goshh...


how? how? how?


how to sleep???
tml still got morning classs~~~





conclusion:
avoid to sleep in the afternoon



Tuesday, October 27, 2009

can pls don like tat?

虽然是已经很久的事情了,
但是你这样说,我心里还是怪怪的。


把我推给别人?

我想知道你心里是怎么想的?




为什么到最后我们不在一起?
原来是我不懂你的心。。。。。

Friday, October 23, 2009

--empty heart--

突然间,明白什么叫做心空空的感觉。是电视看多了,还是什么?总觉得自己像连续剧里可怜的女主角,其实自己偏偏倔强得不想低头。。 喜欢冷酷的自己,不让别人猜透心里最深处。住在宿舍的四楼,坐在中间的位置,看到的夜景也越多,什么时候开始,我不再那么恐惧黑暗?抿着嘴,浅笑着自己的无知。空荡荡的感觉,看来是习惯不了。


我问族斌,心里空荡荡的,怎么办?他说找事做呗。读书,睡觉,听音乐。Buddy,看来这些是不管用啊。谢啦~ 不想听音乐,是因为害怕音乐残忍的勾起难过的回忆。我不知道自己是不是坚强的女生,但是不管坚不坚强,是女生就有哭的 权利。


白色时钟长个子指着九。晚上九点多了,想睡却害怕太早睡,太早起。开始怀疑自己是不是过得太闲空?这样的日子没有意义。或许我该找份工的。

October I

Sorry for being long time didn't update my blog..
Not really busy, but have nothing to drop down..


hmmm.. thanks for family that come to KL to visit me..
Appreciate~~ really~ and feel touch too..
esp my driver daddy..
and sorry to my sister cz I had a lie to her... haha....
that purse not cost RM200 actually.. hehe.. but hope u like it...
hey, u guys, stay healty~!
Love ya~
muaksszzz..

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Seems like everything still bored at KL.
haiz... NOT REALLY like this lifestyle actually..
but I got to used to it.
and live at here at least 3 years.. ishhhh....

hmmm.. Happy Go-Lucky ....

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Going to posting next month.
despite happy and excited, I fell a bit worried...
I wonder am I can handling patients coz im not that PRO enough.
I hope my boss or head don't scold me always, even though that's to push me to higher place...
Who like to get scold huh?

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Addicted to facebook game, FARM VILLE recently...
haha... like to decorate my farm sui sui... =)
and the same time, I don't touch my homework until now...
haha... ;P

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I wonder how to tidy up my messy room...
esp, I have the narrowest place.. shit....
hmmm... I have no mood to do everything and anything..
how come huh??
sometimes, I think a need a shoulder.. secretly...
;P


Saturday, October 10, 2009

A relation between DAD and SON

A very touch story to share with you guys....
Appreciate everything..
especially FAMILY


Get it from Lojing's faceb0ook...
very touch until I cry..



This is a True Story



A son says to his father: 'Dad, would you be willingl to run a marathon with me?'

The father, despite his age and a heart disease, says 'YES'.

And they run that marathon, together.

The son asks: 'Dad
, can you run another marathon with me?' Again father says 'YES'.

They run another marathon, together.
One day the son asks his father: Dad would please do the Iron Man with me?'

Now
just in case you don't know, 'The Iron Man' is the toughest triathlon
in existence; 4km swimming, then 180 km by bike, and finally another 42
km running, in one stroke.

Again father says 'YES'

Maybe this doesn't 'touch' you yet by heart ... until you see this movie (put on sound!):







MUST WATCH!!!!!





daddy mummy, I love you...

打工女de心得


今天去第十五届珠宝展,去工作的。
就只是part time job. 讲真的,我真的几没有把握一下。。。
什么珠宝,钻石,水晶,白金,我一概不懂。。。。

只是想自己赚一点pocket money....


老板逼我和moon 化妆,而且指定要浓妆!!
有点很不爽。。而且一定要穿两寸以上的高跟鞋!!
穿非常formal....
站9个小时,脚到很想当场骂粗话!!
连站着,脚都到不像样~!!
脱鞋,脚后面已经脱皮到很凄惨了。。。


讲真的,很不开心,感觉很怪。
新加坡的,另一个老板,很不喜欢她!
以为自己很美酱,还不是auntie一个。。
而且很没有内在美,看到穿着不是很高贵的人,
就很敷衍那个customer。。。。
你不给他随便穿,然后是datuk的孩子啊?


今天去到那里,真的觉得那里不是属于我的地方,
一大堆富婆,有钱不知道要怎样花的人,
跟站在柜台里的我 ,形成一个非常不对称的画面。
我为了那一百块,委屈自己,做自己不喜欢的事,
她们却为了一条项链,砸二十一千马币,只为了自己爽。。。。


我不介意让大家知道,
工作的结果是,我和我的伙伴都被了。
虽然是真的很辛苦,但是当别人否定你的时候,
感觉还是有点难过。。


脱掉全身uniform provided,
虽然是全系PADINI,是我不知道要做几天的工才赚的回来的。。
还有卸掉该死的浓妆。。。。
我还是觉得一身轻。。。
这才是我,原本的我。。。。
我还是喜欢这样自在的自己。。。。。。


钱,不好赚。。

Thursday, October 8, 2009

running nose day... aikssss

just back from class...
btw, I get my RUNNING NOSE again.. wtf....
It has been not happened again for a long period..
kidda serious when I was a little gal...
dunno why suddenly jump out again..
make me so suffer on that.. aikss...
btw, thank you yee ween for lending me her medicine which cost RM40++
(I have the same problem with her..)
I will use it when very serious situation la..

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today, 3rd class for this new sem.
btw, the new sem time table sets the Friday free of class!!!
woohoo~!!!!
hope all lecturer don fix any extra class on friday as well..
=)

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Get my part time job~!
Regret for never learn make-up from my lovely sister.
My boss asked me and Moon to make-up on the coming sat and sun..
oh shit... and he said this is compounsary...
im really UNPRO+ UNEXPERT+ UNGOOD (BAD)
on this stuff..
thinking how to settle this problem....
hope ween can teach us some ways..
haizzz....


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Tomorrow gonna go buy some make-up stuff...
i bo luiiii liao......
who wan 包养 me??



Wednesday, October 7, 2009

I wish, but I can't get it...


Every time I look at the night scenery, I think of you.
You promised me, you will have one with me when I go back..


Every time I look at sea, I think of you.
You said, I can shout to the sea if I want.


Every time I eat my favorite laksa, I think of you.
You promised me the same things, and you did it..


Every time I tell the god, how much I like you, I love you.
He never respond to me. even once.
and I wish I have the courages to ask you the same question.


The day before, you told me you have the new crush,
I told you that,
'Wish you and her happy ever after.'
you said, 'thank you'..


oh well.. welcome too...


I wish I can brave enough to accept all these truths....


Jess is weak. Jess is heart broken.
Jess is not dare to accept any love for this period..... sorry.....

once upon a time




从前有一个男孩,喜欢着一个女孩,
又有另一个女孩喜欢着这个男孩,
后来,这个女孩知道男孩心里住着另一个女孩,
转身离开
就算心里痛痛的


。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。



祝你幸福。

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

爱不疚

我想要微笑祝福你,

可是为什么我的心痛痛的?


Koko Krunch

what a bored day
hmm... second day came back from hometown.
no class today..
and nothing to do today...


ignore me when you are busy..


I skipped my dinner yesterday and lunch today..
Only drink milo only..

But then, about 1pm liddat,
I feel hungry
and went to downstair to buy something to satisfy my stomach.


walk by the biscuit row..
saw koko crunch...
Buy it and a marigold peel fresh orange juice.


when I back to room, feel regret..
I should buy corn flesk...
sadly, there are no honey stars there.. ><



Now only I realize that,
5 reasons to choose koko crunch..
1) whole grain
2) B vitamins
3) Iron
4) Vitamin C
5) Fibre


introduction on the package.
hmm... vitamin C???
somebody explain pls.....


Monday, October 5, 2009


Hmm... a lot of things happened today...


A new roommate come into me and Wee's room~!
~~WELCOME~~
hope we can live happily la~~

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today is the first day of sem 2 for me.
btw, the stupid college haven't have the meeting to make the new time tables for us..
==||| means i'm very free these dayzz...
vry stupid larrr college....
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btw, me, moon and ween went to maybank nearby to settle some financial problem.
after that we had our lunch at secret recipe.
and I regret for didn't order my favorite Spaghetti!!
goshhh....


my order. chocolate indulgence


ween is seriously eating her meal.. XD


three weird ppl...


secret recipe mushroom soup, one of my favorite..


ween's favorite. chicken cornish

Mosquito Ang.. XD


new york cheese cake. by ween



and the stupid fellow counted extra Rm15 for our bill...
the worst thing is when I realized this, i'm already in hostel..
WTF~!!!!!!
can't do anything. cz if I went back to ask for the money,
the taxi fees already costed RM10.....
de diao lorrr.......
SHIT SECRET RECIPE AT SECTION 14, PETALING JAYA!!!!!
BLACK SHOP!!!!!!!


pei hng,
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Btw, ween's toilet was full of COCKROACHES.
hell~!!!

and she said she had

KATSARIDAPHOBIA.

which means fear of cockroaches. ==
she google it.. ==

well... let me show you how terrible is her toilet..
she was very cek ak.. really. and i



every black dots u saw is COAKROACHES!!! F!!!!


terrible and horrible rite?! yucckkkkkssssss



damn... what I can do is,
add oil in clearance process. and I would like to borrow my toilet to you,
before you clean everything...


to all cockroaches, we not mean to kill you actually.
but then you really make serious troubles to us..
REST IN PEACE btw.. ==
and pls don be cockroaches in your next life...